III. A Pumpkin

Servitors: Apolion, Nascelon (Naskelon), Nasi, Afolop (Afokop), Kilik, Kokolon, Alpas, Ipakol.

The word found on the Square’s outer edges, KIKAION, comes from the Hebrew קיקיון (see Jonah 4:6-11), which relates to a gourd, which belongs to the same family¹ as the pumpkin.

The Vision

A tall cedar appeared on a brown, marshy, windswept landscape. In its boughs hung a pumpkin, which rocked violently in the wind. In the surrounding branches bells tinkled and electric lights hung, which grew dim with the stronger gusts. As I watched, the pumpkin in the tree rotated to reveal the carved face of a jack-o-lantern which I fully expected to find appearing in this vision. As soon as its ‘face’ was visible, the pumpkin rocked back and forth with such strength that it fell to the ground and smashed into hundreds of pieces. I looked down to inspect its ruin and saw black seeds amidst the slivers of orange flesh that had scattered over the marsh. Rotten hands emerged from the ground to grasp at the seeds, which they took into the earth with them. As I saw their hands return to the world below, I imagined the place their bearers resided in to be akin to Dante’s description of the Vestibule of Hell, where the grasping, self-serving, noncommittal souls dwelled. As I looked down, I saw that I had no physical form, and realised that this was the reason why I didn’t sink unto the earth to join the spirits beneath. Thinking this, I wondered how the huge tree stayed so perfectly upright in such terrain and perceived that it was because its roots ran deep into the bones of the earth.

With my attention coming back to the shard of pumpkin flesh, I saw that one of the pieces had the ‘eye’ of the jack-o-lantern in it. Then I saw another, and decided to wear the pieces over my face to construct a mask out of them. When I did this, a pale, translucent tunnel appeared, which I was prompted to follow through the marshy landscape. It led to a small village with two wind turbines on its edge, and a tall, wooden house with a wedge-shaped roof rising over it on a small hill. I flew up to one of its windows, where I noticed I now wore the form of a crow. At the window, a black figure awaited me, whose name formed in my mind as the image of a doll, which led to me perceiving his name to be Adolon. As I landed, he spoke to me with a harsh whisper, asking ‘do you have it?’ In response, I dropped one of the black pumpkin seeds into his hand. He devoured the seed and prompted me to do the same. I held a seed in my beak and listened to the spirit’s instructions on how to eat it. As I did so, I became aware of a faint kundalini response which came with an explanation from the spirit about what the seeds actually were. They were souls, he said, that one devours into one’s being just as one takes a soul into the body upon birth then passes out of it again upon death. After eating his seed, he thanked me and asked what I wished for in return. I told him I wished for an increase in daemonic and spiritual awakening in the world, but he denied this as it was beyond his capability to assist with and bade me to ask for something else. I stated that I did not have any great desire and was content to act as his intermediary. In response, he directed me to go to a castle that lay to the west (explaining that he was in the North) and speak with its tenant. This I did, where I found the castle to be entirely made of glass.

Inside, an old woman with grey skin, hair that was equally black and white and a face that had a large mouth but no eyes, greeted me. She explained that the crystalline castle represented clear sight, which she pointed out to be a great irony as she lived there but was blind. She stated she would allow me to take refuge there and visit whenever I wanted to. So, in human form, I entered and took residence in a small cell of stone and wood which was filled with a moderate collection of books. Before long, a face appeared in the square glass window of the blue metal door that barred entry to the room. It belonged to a spirit with a grief-stricken expression, who said ‘do open the door and let me in, would you.’ Having had many experiences in astral travel and at the edge of sleep where I am asked to ‘open the door’ and allow entities to enter something (myself, I assume), I refused and said ‘what is your name, wretched spirit?’ It replied, ‘I am called Doolas, for I am sorrowful.’ I opened the door slightly, still barring entry to the cell, and saw that its body was thin with starvation. Recognising the name of this spirit, I asked it to confirm more about its identity, asking ‘art thou Volac?’ At the mention of this name, the spirit grew furious and tried to grab one of the pumpkin seeds from me, which I now held one of in my hand, demanding that I gave it to him. In response, I slammed the door shut and it disappeared.

Then the vision began to fade and my mind grew still and silent. In this state, I grew aware of the Square I held in my right hand growing heavy, then felt something heavy in my left hand too and perceived that I was holding a book. In my mind’s eye I saw that it had a worn orange cover, with words that I could barely read marked all over it. Then, after scouring the cover, I found that I could just about make out the title, which was ‘The Historical Approach to Magic,’ and this is where the vision ended.

Due to the time of year, there was little chance for synchronicities involving pumpkins to present themselves. However, allowing YouTube to play recommended videos beforehand involved one in which a graphic of three pumpkins appeared while I was in the final stages of preparation.

The received name Adolon comes from the Greek ἄδολον, meaning ‘sincere,’ ‘true’ or ‘honest,’ while the similarly named Doolas is a Book of Offices cognate of the Lemegeton spirit Volac and has a likely etymological origin in the Latin Dolorosus, ‘painful’ or the Greek Δούλος, ‘slave.’ Notably, a phonetic variation of the name Volac appears in the Square with the spelling FOLAK, as does the English word ‘pain’ and the Greek PEINA (Πείνα), meaning ‘hunger’ or ‘starvation.’

Of the names of the servitors apparent in this Square, the most prominent is that of Apolion, whose name appears in the line spelling ONAPOLI. This name is derived from Apollyon, the Angel of the Abyss in the Book of Revelations, and means ‘destroyer.’ In the vision, the ‘destroyer’ was the great wind which caused the pumpkin to fall from the tree and disintegrate. Also present is the name Nascelon (here spelled Naskelon), which is reminiscent of the name of the Philistine city Ashkelon, which was denigrated in Zephaniah 2:4 for its prominent idolatry and was cited by Herodotus as being the site of the most ancient temple of the goddess Ashtoreth. The name Nasi derives from the Hebrew נשי meaning ‘womanly’ or ‘effeminate’ and may have been reflected in the feminine entities that appeared in both this and the vision of the Square relating to A Hunting Party. Another name that appeared in both this and the last Square, Kilik, possibly comes from the Hebrew חַיִל (khil) meaning ‘power,’ ‘strength,’ ‘bastion,’ ‘army’ and ‘wealth.’ This spirit may be an alias of the Grimorium Verum spirit Khil who is connected in function to the Lemegeton spirit Agares—whose name also appears in this square with the spelling Agaros—due to their shared ability to cause Earthquakes. The appearance of the spirit Alpas is also of note, as his Lemegeton cognate Malphas appears as a crow and causes the construction of houses and castles, which all form pertinent aspects of this vision. Other evident names include Kokolon, which has a possible origin in קלון (qlon) meaning ‘shame,’ ‘infamy,’ ‘disgrace,’ ‘prostitution,’ and Afolop, which may come from אפל (afol) meaning ‘dark,’ ‘leaden,’ ‘gloomy,’ ‘black,’ ‘dim,’ ‘obscure.’ With the alternative spelling Afokop found in this square, however, the latter of these two final names also has the additional meaning אפק (afoq) denoting ‘strength,’ ‘restraint’ or ‘a stronghold or fortress,’ and אופק (aofoq), meaning ‘vista’ or ‘horizon,’ to consider.


¹ Cucurbitaceae.

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